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Pity"Be who you are and say what you feel, for those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" ~Dr.Seuss
Alright. So It's been almost a week and a half. basically 10 or so days since all the shit hit the fan in terms of school, work, and my family. Things have started to even out now and for just a moment I think I want to chatter about what has happened....
So my dad is still in the hospital, was moved from emergency to first floor (the heart floor?) and now he's in psychiatry. He has to stay there for now to get counseling and stuff, that and being in the hospital is better since he keeps having heart problems and chest pains. I've discovered that I'm really quiet angry at him for what he did, things I'm not mentioning on here, I've been angry with him before but this time I can't even look at him let alone talk to him. He got out for one night to come home, that was last night, I didn't even want to be in the same room as him...but I kinda...didn't lead on to that.
I don't want to sound like a terrible person that is angry at someone that is sick. you gotta understand there is more to the story than just that....stuff that goes back a long time ago.
Things are getting a bit more organized now though. My parents are planning more to what can be done if my dad passes away. It seems like they are talking more than yelling now which is much appreciated. I'm glad for that.
As for school, having only three classes is giving me lots more time for my home life and for my homework. I'm still really upset with myself for dropping my geology class, I think I will be for a while just because it lurks in my head that I gave up.
Work. well, They found out that I dropped one class (and by found out I mean they asked me a question I couldn't lie to get out of saying I dropped a class) It's like they kneeeeeeww it. And now that one of our full time girls has quit they want me to work on those free days I have. I need those free days for my art projects that take me several hours a piece -__-; but I'm trying to compromise a little by taking a few short shifts during the week on my free days.
They'd probably love to have me full time. too bad that wont happen -_O; I'm trying to find a better job before going to the college on the mainland. nine dollars an hour just isn't cutting it for me anymore -__-
So yeah. That's about the sum up of most of the events that has happened so far. I'm going to put my art back up on here for now, but updates and new art will be rare.....not like it was already >___>;;
I'm still not a hundred percent back to my happy self but I'm trying to get there slowly. Keeping my mind on my art and of course ~Xiki
is helping me along ^^Thats it for now.
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Jeebus, how did they know? ._. That's kinda creepy. But Emily told me you showed her the pictures from picking pumpkins?
And you didn't give up that class.... Or, maybe you did, but it was for your own good. You need a break. Time to relax. Keep in mind that your own health, and mental health, comes first, alright? <3
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Make the change, it's worth a try.
What's broken can be fixed tonight ♫
I don't know D8 before I went to work i was like "okay, not going to mention it. not at all. not a word." then i get there and my manager is like "so Anna, what time do you get off school everyday??" and i was like "D8 .......shit."
ahahaa...yeaahh, I might have gotten a picture of you standing on the pumpkin pile xD with my cellphone. I wanted to show Emily all the pumpkins 8D
yeah, I guess. I like my mental health D: It keeps me on that borderline of being sane and insane .__. ...yeah.
but I will keep that in mind <3
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I've dropped a class before. The feeling will go away; especially if you take it later (if you need to) and pass. Think of it as postponing the class.
Take care.
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