And on that day when I update more than once a month will be the day that..uhh...I...post up more artwork? get up off my lazy ass and actually get some stuff finished rather than leaving it all as sketches >_>;

I do have things I'm working on to post but I'm just so out of it at the moment that the idea of working of previous artwork is kinda....boring sounding. though I have been trying to do so and have made a little effort o: Maybe being back at school and having to work on arty things will bring back my art drive and inspire me to make some pretty picture CB

...speaking of school...

ZOMG! I'm at school right now C: or more, at university. in a computer lab being bored. bah, I should explain...

Okay so back in the spring i made a huge metal mask of Raven, a story character and symbol of my aboriginal acestory (or whatnot, look it up Raven is my favourite<3 ). so yes, mask. it was made of metal and then painted with typical haida artwork that was of my own design, funfun. SO at the end of semester i put my raven mask in the year end show and it got in which made me vury happy <: and it got to hang out in the gallery all summer long for people to admire and look at.
Well, about a week and a half ago i got an e-mail from one of the art teachers telling me she pulled the mask from the gallery and shoved it in a closet because...in her words "because of it's subject matter" she was afraid it would get damamged or stolen.

D|....right

She then added to the e-mail that i was to pick it up either the 8th or the 9th and to be there at 8:30 when the building opened. well, I worked at 8 on tuesday, so Wednesday it was. which is today. my first class it at 1:00. and I was here at 8:30.

fuck. I'm so bored i could cry.
I asked another teacher whhyyyy the mask was taken down and he didn't even understand the other teachers reasoning for it. there was NOTHING wrong with my mask. it was not making fun of First Nations. it was not like...a war mask. or a weapon. or anything.
And you know what? I came a week earlier to get my school supplies and thought "oh, maybe i can get it from another teacher <: "
NOPE. Stupid teacher locked it in the ONE FREAKIN CLOSET that she only had a key too. nobody could get it for me D|<
so yeah.
reaaalllyy bored here.

In other news, things revolving around me are doing...well. alright. Family is a pain. work it a pain. emotional stability is...okay at the moment i've supressed enough that I can handle day by day.
I was...supposed to try and get counselling. but i'm scared shitless to bring up my issues and try and resolve them. I need help getting help xD;;;

I'm kinds getting hungry, but I need to wait another half hour before lunch starts getting served at the cafeteria. Mmm...i hope they have soup, all this downpour of rain is making me hope for a hot meal to get me warm.
RAIN. I love rain, except when my pants get soggy. my sidebag decided it would be oh so awesome to act like a funnel and let the rain run down it and soak into the ass of my pants.
i have a severe case of soggy shorts ;___; wetwetwet.
My new raincoat is working epicly though <33 love for it and it's teal fuzzy insides

that seems like an noice size journal to me <:
well then.
till next time
~Miao

Ps- kefjilrghnsdjgbhtljh fucking people comment instead of just faving. I'm joining Xiki's side. it's getting rather annoying.